Hello December. Seems there's nothing new to say, just the same old… - The Days of MY Life
Dec. 18th, 2014
Hello December. Seems there's nothing new to say, just the same old thing. For some reason I'm not sleeping much, I wonder if my meds are mixed up. I don't think so, but then...well, I'm pretty tired so maybe my brain's all mixed up. Things are good, finally able to get something out of all the work and $ we've put into growing and Lan has gotten GOOD at it. So tasty, so uh, damn where's the word...effective?
I feel very spoiled, my brother is giving me $500 for xmas and I get a new phone! There will be a way to skype with my brother, and eventually my nephew. I'm so excited, I can't stand it! There's a part of me that's incredibly envious, wishing it was me instead of him. Knowing that's not to be, I channel it all into being thrilled for him. He felt his child move for the first time not too long ago, and I can only imagine the thrill it gave him. I bought stuff for Selmin's shower today, but I need a few more things. This weekend is going to be spent baking, so I'll have to get the last few things next week.
I'm sad that I don't have a piano. I wish I hadn't given it up. John said he and his buddies would help me move it but I have no idea how to approach it with Nikki. I paid for all the moving expenses, she never gave me any $ or even said "thank you" so I don't feel too terrible about asking for it back. Of course Lorrie has said she's thinking of getting rid of the piano, so maybe I could just take that one and leave the other where it is. Or I could just forget about it, it's not like I played it that much anyways. It's just one more thing that I could have used to keep my brain active in different ways.
And now maybe I can go to sleep. At least I have to try. Ugh!